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Don’t mess with my askari

The blog has been dormant recently. I’m trying to decide how to focus my writing this year, since I’ve decided that gap-year navel gazing is totally 2009. (Also, you know, been busy writing my thesis. Whatever.)

While you all* wait with great anticipation, a little anecdote about life in Uganda: Since I’ve been left all alone in “the field” while R is somewhere even more hardcore than sub-saharan Africa, I’ve hired a night watchman. He sits by the gate, ready to defend me against threats large and small. I sleep soundly, knowing that if brigands (armed with semi-autos smuggled in from nearby Congo) descend upon the house one fateful night, I will be protected by Charles the askari and his fearsome weapon, a bow and arrow.

*Hi mom and dad.

Year in Africa 2.0

Around this time two years ago I was making lists and packing bags, preparing for uncertainty and adventure. I couldn’t imagine how long a year would feel, how I would manage on my own, what my job would entail, or even who exactly was supposed to pick me up at the airport when I arrived in Kenya. Now I’m in Uganda for another year: similar job, same region, even one of the same supervisors. But things couldn’t be more different this time around.

Important things first: I’m finally living in a hot part of East Africa. Not sure how I’ve managed, in the past, to seek out only the cold, the rainy, and the overcast. (I’m truly an Oregonian.) I thought I’d have to go to Mali, but it turns out western Uganda is quite warm. Not enough to make me suffer, just enough for a constant sheen of sweat on my face and clothes that dry quickly in the sun. (Downside: The cockroaches are particularly insidious.)

Notable work-related differences: In Kenya, I had ‘independence.’ (Subtext: You’re on your own, kid. Good luck!) Here, we have a team: a finance person, an office manager, a country director, and many other twenty-somethings working on projects all over the country. There are files full of training materials, previous surveys, online forums for help with data analysis problems. There’s a monthly update/newsletter. There’s protocol. I’m thrilled to be a part of a team like this and eager to glean as much knowledge as I can from my colleagues. (Downside: There’s protocol…)

Notable life-related differences: It seems the days of huge backpacks and hitching rides on pick-ups laden with cases of beer are over. I find myself, somewhat reluctantly, stepping out of my student/traveler hiking boots and into the sensible-yet-classy shoes of a ‘real’ grown-up. Here are some extravagances that I’ll enjoy this year: reliable running water and electricity; a hot shower; a real stove with four burners and an OVEN; refrigeration (although apparently that wasn’t hard to live without in Kenya.); and, craziest of all, a bright blue Toyota Rav-4. (Downside: I actually have to drive it.)

Perspective

How big is Africa? Bet this will surprise you.

Re-entry

I’ve been back for a month and a half. I have an apartment, a cat, a refrigerator, hot water, unlimited internet. I still wear my lesso. I still say things in Swahili. I find bananas disappointing. I cross the street in traffic. I live in a neighborhood with many Africans, and I fight the urge to greet every single woman with a baby tied to her back.

It is much more normal than I had anticipated.

The quest for normalcy

Well, okay, maybe not normalcy. That is not realistic. Perhaps balance is a better term: I have been striving for a sense of balance, to feel settled here, like a regular person in her regular life. Until very recently, I was not sure this would ever happen. But I think it has. It’s not so much that other people treat me like I’m normal (although an increasing number do); it’s more that I have stopped acting like a visitor. It’s almost as liberating as that time I buzzed off all my hair after high-school graduation.

Today, I had a great “you know you’ve lived in Kenya when…” moment: For the past few weeks, I’ve been trying to make a mental list of things I haven’t done since I arrived. I thought it might make a good blog post. I’ve since abandoned the idea in favor of this blog post about the process of thinking about that blog post. (I know. Forgive me.)

My mental list included some appliances/electronics I haven’t used since I came to Kenya: washing machine, hair dryer, microwave. And I kept thinking, there’s got to be a better one, more basic, that more people think of as necessary. But I couldn’t think of what it could be. A few hours ago, I went in the kitchen to figure out lunch, and I was standing there sniffing last night’s spaghetti and debating whether to eat it. It hadn’t gone completely bad, but it was definitely borderline. No problem, I thought, I’ll just heat it and add more pepper, this is far from being the most questionable thing I’ve eaten recently. I lit the burner, put the pasta on, and tasted it again, just to be sure. Then it hit me: refrigerator.

Barack Obama = Malcom X?

Note to self

When it’s 8pm and you’re at the matatu stage trying to find a way to get back to Kianyaga, and you realize there’s not a matatu that goes there so late in the day, so you will have to go to Kutus and then take a motorbike at 10:30pm, and the matatu isn’t even full yet so you would have to wait alone for an undetermined length of time, and there’s a creepy guy sitting next to you drinking changa from a water bottle and suggesting that you share a taxi when you get to Kutus because (coincidence!) he is also going to Kianyaga, and you don’t have a phone because you’ve lost your SIM card, and you have no money either, but you do have a laptop in your bag and a slightly low-cut shirt, and you’re a white girl, and you’re feeling like maybe you’re a wimp because you want to just go to a hotel in Nairobi and leave for Kianyaga the following morning, the smart thing to do is you get your butt off the matatu, hail a cab, take refuge at your usual backpacker hotel, have a glass of wine, and commend yourself for not being very hard-core. Sometimes being a pansy is really the smartest thing.

The road home

I seem to only write when things are midding. I am not inspired when things are going badly (February and March), and when things are going well (April) I don’t want to sit in front of the computer. My e-absence lately was also because I’ve been away quite a bit. I’ll have tales of awe and woe from my travels at some point in the future. But for now, since I’ve been back and forth so much in recent weeks, I’m going to take you on my matatu ride from Nairobi to Kianyaga.

After fighting my way through the crowds of people and vehicles on Accra Road, I arrive at Tea Room, my matatu stage. The buses leaving from this stage go upcountry and are grouped geographically: Past the electronics shop on the corner, I turn toward the public toilet and the shoe shine guys, and see the many matatus leaving for Nyeri, Nanyuki, Karatina, Mwea, Kerugoya, and Embu. Almost at the end of the stage, there’s one with a sign on top that says Kutus, Kianyaga, Kerugoya. That’s me. Depending on the time of day, I either grab the last available seat and hope my pack fits somewhere, or else I put my bag in the back, buy a newspaper, pick my favorite seat (third row, left-hand window) and prepare to fend off the hawkers selling handkerchiefs, biscuits, and sunglasses while I wait until the matatu fills.

When we pull out of Tea Room we go up the hill past Fig Tree market and its many shops with floral dresses hanging in front. It is loud and usually hot, and the conductor shouts and signals to other vehicles in order to merge. (In Nairobi, navigating the roads requires both a driver and a conductor, who sits two rows back on the passenger side and is responsible for opening the sliding door, collecting as many passengers as will fit in the matatu, taking the fare, communicating with other vehicles, paying bribes to the police officers, and chewing a lot of miraa.) A few roundabouts later I know we’re almost out of the city because Githurai, a sprawling market area, overwhelms my senses. It is busy, colorful, packed with people, vehicles, formal and ad-hoc market stalls, piles and piles of rotting garbage, hawkers laden with tomatoes and sugarcane, and a massive open sewer. If you’re going to get stuck in a jam and sit still for 45 minutes, it will happen here. If you don’t, you’re soon out of the chaos and passing Ruiru, which looks just like American ex-urbia, but with goats and cows.

Traffic at Githurai

Del Monte advertisements alert me that we’re now approaching Thika, a town near the biggest pineapple plantation you can imagine. It stretches as far as the eye can see. Often the matatu will stop on the overpass so people can buy from the vendors by the roadside who sell their pineapples, surely “borrowed” from Del Monte, whole or conveniently peeled, quartered, and wrapped in plastic bags. The latter always causes stickiness for the rest of the matatu ride, but is well worth it.

For the next hour or so, the matatu speeds by increasingly green fields and shambas, careening around curves and passing other vehicles at break-neck speed, slipping back into the left lane just as a massive lorry bears down in the oncoming lane. I cannot figure out why Kenyans, who seem content to sit and wait for three hours for a wedding or a meeting to start, will risk their lives (and mine!) to pass every other car on the road in order to arrive ten minutes earlier, so that they can wait an hour for the matatu to fill up for the return trip.

Soon we are in Mwea, which I recognize because of all the rice paddies and donkeys, and the fact that my back is starting to feel stiff. There’s usually a stop to let two people off and collect three more. Mwea always amuses me: As you pass the town, there is a row of forty or so small shops selling the exact same bags of rice. They all have signs proclaiming “Mwea pishori rice!” “Best pishori rice!” and in front of each shop is the same wooden table, stacked tall with 2kg and 5kg bags of the same rice. It’s like having a Starbucks kitty corner to another Starbucks, times twenty. We leave Mwea and continue past fields of sugarcane and maize and brightly-painted shops. There are a few more stops in a few more towns, more sugarcane, banana palms, maize, cabbages, french beans, and the ubiquitous cows and goats grazing by the side of the road. Finally, we pull up next to the petrol station in Kutus, and I’m almost home. We do another drop-off and pick-up, pull back onto the road, and then turn at the junction.

This is tea and coffee country now: Unassuming coffee trees and bright, verdant tea fields bordered by banana palms change the visual landscape and the air smells of eucalyptus. Past the hospital, past the secondary school, we finally arrive in Kianyaga town. Just as the shops appear, the road gets very bumpy, and I spend the last few minutes of the journey trying to avoid whiplash or a bump on the head. We tumble through town, passing Nyaga’s shop, Home Pride supermarket, the petrol station, and pull into the stage.

I exit the matatu (usually not very gracefully because I’ve got my pack in one hand and my Nakumatt purchases in the other) and I’m greeted by the stage boys. They swarm around me, yelling all my different names and asking me a million questions in Kikuyu, English, and Kiswahili. I have little patience for them now, after nine months, when they ask “Welcome mzungu, where are you going?” as if they don’t know that I live here, as if they don’t see me every day. I brush them off and turn down the road we’ve just come in on, back past the petrol station, Mama Bryon’s shop, the building under construction, and I take a right. If school is not in session, I’m greeted by a chorus of high-pitched yells, “Njeri! Njeri! Mzungu!”, as the kids run up to say hi. I greet them (they’re so much nicer and more charming than that stage boys…) and ask about the news since I’ve been gone. They just say “mzuri” (it’s good) and giggle. I continue down the dirt road, avoiding the drainage ditches, wave hello to my old lady neighbor, and turn in at my gate. Across the plot (careful of all the stones and cow dung), up the stairs, I drop my stuff on the porch and take a seat on our outside couch.

The view from here is of neighboring houses to the right and fields and farmland to the left. You can still smell eucalyptus, but it’s mostly masked by Mama Mwangi’s beans and maize cooking over an open fire just downstairs, trash fires burning nearby, overtones of the latrine on occasion, and (since it’s the rainy season) the smell of damp earth. I often return on Sunday afternoons, and before I unpack and look at my to-do list, I like to sit out on the porch and fix the sights, sounds, and smells in my mind. As evening comes the air gains a hint of mountain chill, and I run inside for my fleece. I sit with my tea and my book, filled with a combination of relief, pre-emptive nostalgia, and gratitude. This place finally feels like home.

A non-entry

I can’t resist the re-post, The Onion is too amazing:

Report: China To Overtake U.S. As World’s Biggest Asshole By 2020

I’m in the middle of a William Easterly book, so this one struck me as particularly good:

U.S. Flag Recalled After Causing 143 Million Deaths

E-harambee

In Kenya, if you need money for school fees or medical expenses, it is common to organize a harambee (fundraiser) and to invite all your friends. People bring chickens, bananas, or anything else they have, and they auction them off and donate the proceeds. It’s a great way to buy your groceries while lending a hand. I am inviting you to my e-harambee to raise some money for a few causes that are close to my heart. (Bonus: You don’t even have to buy a chicken…)

Kids in my neighborhood in Rwanda, summer 2007.

I will start with my Rwandan family. I visited them a few weeks ago, and it was wonderful to re-connect after three years. Daniel supports many people with his salary, including his mother and the orphans she cares for. The kids, Xavier and Olive, love to study and do very well in school, but scraping together $550 per year for each of them is no small feat. Rwanda is an inspiring place right now, developing quickly and holding on to a tenuous peace. The generation of children orphaned by genocide is entering adulthood and it’s important that they be educated. People like Daniel, who care for other children as if they are their own, will make this happen.

Next, my dear friend Bena. Her life story could not be more different from mine, and yet here we are: the same age, working in research jobs for the same professors, and discussing politics over a beer whenever I’m in Nairobi. Despite growing up in a Nairobi slum, Bena made it to college. Just as she was finishing her diploma, she had to flee the post-election violence and return to the slum with her two-year-old, all her possessions in a bag, and an infant on her back. Since moving back, she was struck by how little hope or opportunity exists for the young people, girls in particular, in urban slums. So she founded a community-based organization that aims to create a space for the slum youth to showcase their talents. I’m honored to be a board member. The second annual Miss Viwandani talent show and modeling contest took place in November.

The models. They were fantastic.

She pulled off an impressive event complete with videographer, DJ, and celebrity judges. To do this under ordinary circumstances would be difficult enough; in the slum, it’s superhuman. Her organization is in the process of finding a permanent office and formalizing their operations, and this summer they’ll host an intern from Holland. Her dedication to her community and her refusal to forget about them, even though she has a job and has moved out of the slum, is inspiring.

Left to right: John, Isaac, Kelvin.

Finally, John, Isaac and Kelvin. Kelvin welcomed me and helped me figure out how to tackle this job. He integrated me into the community and gave me invaluable insight into life here. When he left for university in October, John and Isaac stepped up to fill his shoes. They have shown enormous dedication and continue to impress me with their work and their steadfast friendship. These three make me laugh more frequently and more fully than I have at any other time in my life. They are my brothers. Kelvin is at university already, John and Isaac will start this fall. They need about $1000 per year to pay for fees, lodging, and food, and they need computers. When people like John, Isaac and Kelvin go to university, it transforms their lives, it lifts their families from poverty, it gives their community hope, and it makes change possible in Kenya.

(Steps off her soap box…)

Total goal: $4,900. Here’s the break-down:
• School fees for Xavier and Olive (1 year): $1,100
• Support for Bena’s organization to get rolling (communication budget, office rent, utilities, office supplies): $800
• Money for university (John, Isaac and Kelvin): $3,000

If you have an old laptop lying around, donate it! There are people leaving from Montreal and Portland in May/June who can bring them. We can reinstall the operating system, so even if it “doesn’t work” we can probably fix it. Please email me so we can discuss the details.

If you want to donate on someone else’s behalf, as a gift to them, I will send them a letter of thanks with some photos. Email me to arrange this.

If you would like to donate but it makes you uncomfortable to give money directly to me, see my page called “Want to do something?”

If you want to do something but can’t spare any cash at the moment, use your voice instead. Send a note to the girls in Bena’s organization. Knowing that they have support from people far away will be a huge encouragement.

You can get to money to me by check, Interac email money transfer, or PayPal. Contact me for details.

I can’t issue tax receipts, but please don’t let that stop you. This isn’t going through a non-profit, it’s just me. If I get a lot of responses, I plan to start one when I get back to Montreal, but right now it would take resources that could otherwise be put directly in someone’s hands. I hope with your assistance that this can grow in the future!

I have no idea if reaching this goal is possible. It seems huge, but sometimes life will surprise you. In the spirit of a real harambee, please share this with anyone who might want to participate. Thank you in advance! I am hoping to hear from you soon.

Salama (peace),

Ellen

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